February 2012
Girls are evil.
I want to dye my hair blonde
I also can’t wait for my hair to be long enough so I’m able to wear extensions.
I can’t wait to get paid. I can’t wait for the 13th of march.
I can’t wait for my upcoming tattoo appointments and starting my sleeve.
I’m excited to see my best friend in less than a month.
I’m excited to be 20.
“Fat people who love themselves scare the shit out of people who don’t love...”
One day you’ll wake and realise how amazing I am to you and how perfect we could be and by then I’ll be long gone. I’m so over this.
I’m suddenly so overcome with everything that I feel like the world has literally just stopped around me, I can’t sense anything other than myself, slowly breathing. I’m intrigued and terrified and I don’t want to make any of movements because i’m scared the serenity will fade. My head is spinning and my whole life just stopped being so real, so distant. Stop.
I am...
I thought I’d miss you but I think i’m too hurt to care, you showed me nothing when I needed friends the most, you weren’t there and you always promised you would be. I’m done caring and I’m done chasing after friends who pretend to be genuine. I’d rather be alone then surrounded by people who use me and pretend to care about me.
I’m too afraid to tell...
My self esteem
Has just suddenly dropped, fuck I just feel miserable
lachlan is upset with me because i sneakily...
i’m a bad girlfriend.
